A random mental walk.

Tuesday, April 14, 2026

An Interesting Prayer

From the NY times (https://www.nytimes.com/2026/03/20/us/politics/hegseth-christianity-military.html) in an article entitled, "Hegseth Invokes Divine Purpose to Justify Military Might" The Defense/War Secretary spoke of raining “death and destruction from above” on its “apocalyptic” Iranian foes.

"Then, Defense Secretary Pete Hegseth, standing in the Pentagon, issued a call to the American people for a specific kind of wartime prayer. He asked them to pray for victory in battle and the safety of their troops."

“'Every day, on bended knee, with your family, in your schools, in your churches;” he said, 'in the name of Jesus Christ.'”

I was almost certain he would go on to utter an updated version of "Kill a Commie for Christ." 

Thursday, February 26, 2026

Anosognosia - I Learn a New Word

In a NY Times guest essay, "My Hope for Nick Reiner" (https://www.nytimes.com/2026/02/23/opinion/nick-reiner-arraignment-psychology.html) by Andrew Solomon, professor of medical clinical psychology at Columbia University Medical Center. I read:

"As someone who last year experienced medication-induced psychosis, I am intimately acquainted with anosognosia, the symptomatic belief among psychotic people that they have no illness."

My first thought was that the term might be applied to those who idolize the Orange Jesus. 

My second thought was that a better article would have briefly explained the "medication-induced psychosis".

But there was something else which bothered me:

"The public’s presumption that Nick Reiner may have had some kind of choice reflects a poor understanding of the inner lives of the mentally ill; Nick himself said that his problems were always “more than” the addiction that was long reported in the media. If he had not hoped to triumph over his problems, he would not have gone to rehab nearly 20 times, as he did." I(the italics are mine.)

Unless Dr. Solomon was intimately fmiliar with Reiner's history I am guessing that some of those rehab stints might be a logical choice when th eother choice was jail time.  

Tuesday, December 16, 2025

Miles Davis

 

As I listened to the album, the same thought kept running through my head, "Miles Davis.  King of Cool, Brilliant musician.  Raging asshole."



Thursday, December 04, 2025

Girls with Guitars

 YouTube's algorithm at work: my steady diet of true crime videos must mean only one thing: female blues guitarists:

  •  Sue Foley (A redhead! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XBQw5E2zA1Q&list=RDaKCpLVRpA_k&index=3) 
  • Molly Miller (that's Doctor Miller to you ( Dr Molly Miller, Doctorate of Musical Arts in Guitar Performance) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TPOCv0Tk00M&list=RDaKCpLVRpA_k&index=4)
  • Kara Grainger ("So smooth, no flash, no makeup, not afraid to play in a barn!  All about the Blues!" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pnrM7-yy17I&list=RDaKCpLVRpA_k&index=7), 
  • Nanda Moura ("This Ol' Mississippi Delta boy is impressed." https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7q43fMn4mYE&list=RDaKCpLVRpA_k&index=5)
Thank you YouTube.

Monday, July 14, 2025

A quote with only the briefest comment

 "During an initial criminal proceeding in December 2023, Mr. Haskell appeared shirtless in court, wearing a smock intended to prevent inmates from using it to hang themselves. At the time, his lawyer told Fox News that the Sheriff’s Department had forced him to appear that way, creating speculation that Mr. Haskell might harm himself. The lawyer, Joseph A. Weimortz Jr., disputed that his client was a suicide risk." (https://www.nytimes.com/2025/07/14/us/sam-haskell-dead-murder-charges.html)

Here's a picture of Mr Wimortz, Jr:


Oh, yes, 
Mr. Haskell did commit suicide.

I assume that lawyers are paid to say what they are expected to say. 

Monday, April 21, 2025

Fair-trade, ethically sourced and cruelty-free

The Times Ethicist (https://www.nytimes.com/2025/02/07/magazine/porn-habit-bisexual-polyamory-ethics.html) responded to a married man with "mismatched libidos" with his being much higher.  The man dealt with it by watching amateur and homemade pornography, and masturbating to it almost daily.  The man chose amateur and homemade porn wanted to avoid commercial products which were produced by preying on the vulnerable.

The Ethicist response characterized what the man watched as "basically fair-trade, ethically sourced and cruelty-free" porn. 

It made me wonder how often that phrase has been used humorously.

Sunday, February 23, 2025

XIAFLEX Commercial

I was listening to Brian Eno' Ambient 1: Music for Airports while preparing an exercise for my class.  A commercial with a bunch of men in a pool hall talking about their concerns about a medical treatment. The commercial drew my attention because:

It was a bunch of guys:

  • not talking about beer.
  • the "natural-ness" of the discussion,
  • the questions and answers seemed sensible/realistic, and 
  • what really got my attention was the methodical reading of counter indications and side effects. 

The commercial was about Peyronie's disease (new to me). It's essentially a curvature of the penis caused by "fibrous scar tissue".  It can make erections painful and other delightful symptoms.

Even if I forget the name of the disease and the name of the medication I will remember the calm methodical tone of the announcer.  I didn't listen to the whole commercial, but any guy who does will have been treated to a seminar-equivalent discussion of the disease and treatment.  It's a marked contrast to the breakneck speed at which other drug commercials race through the side effects and counterindications at breakneck speed.

I wonder if a curved carrot (as seen on /peyronies-disease.xiaflex.com/patient/) is the international symbol for the disease.



Tuesday, August 27, 2024

The comments to crime videos are often more entertaining than the video itself.  I was checking the comments to a Stayawake video about a former boyfriend who murdered a former girlfriend with a bomb. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfDrht0zXIQ)

The woman who was killed, Ildiko, had an extensive sex life which presented multiple suspects.  Many comments wondered how she could manage all those relationships and still run her business.  Several stood out  

  • @reignman30: Turns out Ildiko was the only registered female at the local sperm donor clinic, and she was considered a regular.
  • @brycedaugherty9211: That's not a love triangle. That's a love dodecahedron
  • @DoctorDerpman: She picked up more dudes than a city bus 
The description, "Killer Rocket Scientist vs Expert Detectives" was misleading.  The killer had a hobby creating rockets and was not a "rocket scientist" by any of several definitions.

Red Tree Stories - Chloe

"Red Tree Stories" is a YouTube channel with videos of police investigations. One particular post, "Chloe Thinks She Can Manipulate The Police" (www.youtube.com/watch?v=vPcmCNfJnTs) concerns a young woman who set up a drug by which resulted in the pusher being killed by one of the two guys she told bout the buy. The main feature of the video is a 17 year old young woman throwing a temper tantrum in the interrogation room.  Because she pounds on the metal table and screams the video has a number of warnings for and apologies to viewers with headphones.  My favorite caption read, ""More entitled ranting".

Seeing someone that age behaving like that is either funny or alarming. I'm sure that just a few seconds of the video is enough to keep parents talking for hours or not. In the end the shooter was convicted of first degree murder and sentenced to life in prison. The young woman given a 20 year sentence for testifying against the two. The shooter's wingman was given a life sentence and an extra 75 years for the attempted murder of the man who drove the pusher to the place where the buy was to take place. (www.nwfdailynews.com/story/news/2015/06/15/1-491401/33964899007/)

Such a waste.

Saturday, August 17, 2024

Trump's Helicopter Ride with a Black Person


Quoting from August 10th LA Times article  (www.msn.com/en-us/news/politics/willie-brown-wasn-t-on-that-frightening-helicopter-ride-with-trump-here-s-who-was/ar-AA1ozVEC):

Ever since Donald Trump said Thursday that Willie Brown had bashed Vice President Kamala Harris years ago during a scary helicopter ride together, the former president has insisted that the story is true. This despite the fact that Brown, the former California Speaker, said he had never done business with Trump, let alone been on a flight with him.

But it turns out that another California official had.

In an interview Saturday, Nate Holden, the former longtime Los Angeles city councilman and state senator, recalled vividly what happened one day in 1990 when he had been invited by Trump to fly from Manhattan to Atlantic City on his chopper.

There are multiple ways this story can be spun: 

  1. Donald Trump can't tell one black person from another.
  2. Donald Trump's memory continues to fail.
  3. Proof that Donald Trump isn't a racist because he let a black person ride in his helicopter.
  4. God made sure that Donald Trump did not perish in a helicopter crash because God had great plans for The Donald.

The Whole Grail Typo

No, the title is not a typo.

CNN's travel article "They all say they’ve got the Holy Grail. So who’s right?" (www.cnn.com/holy-grail-leon-spain-valencia-genoa/index.html) contains a typo (or not).  The article lists at least 4 sites which claim to have the Holy Grail.  With the multiple locations in mind, here's the typo: 

"You might even be able to feel the mystical power of the Grail if you visit one of the many places it is said to be hiding, just out of SITE."

The last word would normally be "sight" not "site" unless the author was making a sly comment.  I tried to post a comment, but to do so I'd have to subscribe to CNN.  No thank you.

It wanted to send a message to the author, but, as is so typical, there was no easy way.  To contact her I'd need to join another site as a journalist.  So bag that baloney.  


By the end of the article the prototype of a multiple choice quiz with images materialized: From the following select the image which most closely represents your concept of the Holy Grail. One of the images was a sippy cup.

Wednesday, July 24, 2024

Temporarily Unavailable

Here are some things you don't want to see when you check your retirement account, especially if the market went into the toilet that day. 

(Don't cry for me.  I've got a year's supply of tuna fish and a waterproof sleeping bag.)

Tuesday, July 23, 2024

Dean Phillips: Political Cassandra

The article (www.nytimes.com/2024/07/23/us/politics/dean-phillips-biden.html) states that Biden had trouble articulating his own agenda during his 2021 visits to Capitol Hill to push for his domestic program.  From the article:

“It was an unmitigated disaster, and it was the first jarring moment for most of us in the caucus,” Mr. Phillips recalled.

The most upsetting aspect of this for me is that I read columnists in the NY Times who had talked to Biden and claimed that the President was as astute and clear as he'd always been.  Woodrow Wilson's exposure to the public after his stroke was tightly controlled by his wife and his physician.  Were those around Biden doing something similar?

Was Biden OK for 20 minutes before sliding downhill?

When I mentioned this to a right winger he said that the media he consumed had been saying that for years.  My only response was that it was not easy to separate bias from news on his choice of media.

We'll know in a few years.

'Press this button to die'/David Blue

 Who knew?  A Do-It-Yourself suicide machine (https://www.rfi.fr/en/international-news/20240717-first-suicide-pod-use-soon-in-switzerland-campaigners).

It's not yet available, but Switzerland may be the first place you can off yourself for only $20.   By quickly replacing the oxygen with nitrogen in the capsule the user dies of hypoxia in about 5 minutes.

I spent an hour searching in vane looking for a reference to a song with the lyric remembered as a "suicide machine strapped across their chests".  

Thinking it was from David Blue song I ended up reading David Blue's Rolling Stone obit  (https://www.rollingstone.com/music/music-features/david-blue-singer-songwriter-mystery-bob-dylan-joni-mitchell-1005073/) with a side trip reading about Judee Sills before finding that what I was misremembering:
Where the heart-attack machine
Is strapped across their shoulders
from Bob Dylan's "Desolation Road" on his “Highway 61 Revisited” album.

One fact in a BBC (https://www.bbc.com/news/technology-59577162) mesmerized me: text in the body of the story indicated that the blueprints for the capsule would be available for free. Under the picture of the capsule I saw this:

I can see adapting part of it for my Engineering Drawing class.

I passed along articles about the Sarco Capsule to people as a franchise opportunity.




Tuesday, June 18, 2024

Venus Outline

A piece by Riley Black bidding farewell to a park in the current issue of Sierra magazine (https://www.sierraclub.org/sierra/2024-2-summer/eyewitness/arches-national-park-one-last-day-utah-slickrock) has a reference I don't understand.  What is a "Venus outline" as in "If there weren’t so many other hikers at Double O Arch, I would have thrown off my clothes and left a Venus outline in the cool, orange sediment."

I've a bad habit of trying to understand what I read.  Accordingly I searched the web for "venus outline".  This is what was returned:

Result of searching for "venus outline"

A free image by Design Circle from freepik.com (www.freepik.com/icon/venus_983300) is what I'll associate with the term.  Did the writer intend to create a similar image to generate a theory about aliens leaving a symbol of  their planet?  



On the other hand, given that the writer is referred to as "she" is "Venus outline" a sly mirrored reference to guys "writing their names in the snow"?  

Another great mystery of life to which I can be blissfully ignorant.

Wednesday, March 27, 2024

Wokeness

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I’m going to start with a bit of advice my first Philosophy prof gave us in our intro class. He said, “If you can’t paraphrase somebody else’s position in a way that they would agree with, you don’t understand it, and if you don’t understand it, you can’t debate it.”

I would bet good money that’s the problem you’re having: you don’t really know what one (or either) of these terms means.

If you stop just taking on-board how right wing outlets and pundits represent those words and look at what they actually mean, the answer is pretty obvious.

In short, “woke” means someone is aware of biases and systems in our society that create biases and inequality.

What you call “liberals” (and isn’t actually what that term means) is almost certainly what most people would call “leftists” or “progressives” - a group for whom one of the main shared values is equality/justice.

So now, let’s rephrase your question based on these definitions: “Why would people who care about equality be aware of, and want to fix, systems that create inequality?” …..sounds pretty obvious, right?

Saturday, January 13, 2024

"Famous author ripped after trashing the Bible"

The headline comes from an article is on Fox News (https://www.foxnews.com/media/famous-author-ripped-after-trashing-bible-work-fiction-fertile-ground-for-hypocrisy), but I got it from MSN (https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/us/famous-author-ripped-after-trashing-the-bible-as-a-work-of-fiction-fertile-ground-for-hypocrisy/ar-AA1mViRw) 

From the article:

"Oates declared, "The bible, as you call it, is a work of fiction; or rather, an anthology of fictions. It is not ‘the’ bible for much of the world's population & those who claim it as their own select those verses that appeal to them while ignoring other verses. Fertile ground for hypocrisy."

Various right wing and religious people weighed in.  My own feeling is simple.  Joyce Carol Oates is renown as a brilliant author.  Who better to recognize a work of fiction, an anthology based on the variety of styles, and the use of selected quotes for misuse?

I rest my case.


Wednesday, January 03, 2024

Trust Jealousy/Lenny

Aria Yang's article ("When I get jealous of people, I use that envy as a guidepost. Here's how it led me to quit my prestigious Big Law job" https://www.businessinsider.com/big-law-associate-quit-job-jealousy-career-life-goals-2023-12) puts a neat twist on jealousy. In her case it showed her what she really wanted to do.

It made me think have I been jealous of someone? I remember being envious of a childhood friend who knew when he was only eleven that he wanted to be an electrical engineer. It might not qualify as jealousy because I realized all the dedication that went into his success.

He was a good story.  To avoid the draft he got a job in a defense company.  He remarked, "It's amazing:  they're paying me to do this stuff."  He was the living embodiment of the saying, "If you never want to work a day in your life, do something your love."

He'd "steal" parts from work, work on them in his home lab at night, and bring them back to work.

He was kicked out of his college's honors program because he was working at the same time.

Besides the "stealing" the incident which stands out to me was his buying a stereo system which had a hum.  He diagnosed the problem, fixed it with a resister or capacitor, and sent them a bill for his labor. (Memory says it was a McIntosh component.)

Rest in peace Lenny.

Wednesday, December 20, 2023

"Incompetent dumpster fire"

 The quote in the headline was from a quote from Dawn Beattie, a state committee member in  an article about the Michigan Republican Party.  (https://www.cnn.com/2023/12/20/politics/michigan-gop-financial-turmoil-infighting-invs/index.html).  

My first thought was, is an "incompetent dumpster fire" better or worse than a ""competent dumpster fire"?  (Youth wants to know.)

It is remarkable that Joel Studebaker, the party’s deputy chief of staff, was quoted as saying “We come to the table with almost no political experience and we don’t view that as a bad thing, but it does increase the learning curve in terms of politics.” 

The article makes it appear that the party is riven with factions accusing each other of conspiracies.

My own take is that it makes it more obvious that politics is reflective of a national mental health crisis.

Saturday, November 25, 2023

Giulia Cecchettin's Killing Sparks Italian Reckoning Over Femicide

The title is a BBC headline (www.bbc.com/news/world-europe-67514334).

Giulia Cecchettin was stabbed to death by a possessive ex-boyfriend, Filippo Turetta . From the article:

"Ms Cecchettin's sister Elena said she had been concerned about his possessiveness, but never imagined he could hurt her.

She pointed to a patriarchal culture of violence and control over women that normalises men's dangerous behaviour.

"Filippo is often described as a monster, but he's not a monster," Elena told Italian media. "A monster is an exception, a person who's outside society, a person for whom society doesn't need to take responsibility.

"Monsters are healthy sons of the patriarchy and rape culture," she added."

Once again I don't understand.  Was it a conscious act, rage, or something for which I have no term?  It doesn't make sense.

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